grumble

Jun. 7th, 2012 10:26 am
wispfox: (Default)
Apparently I have no stamina. I can't tell if I'm sick, overwhelmed, or depressed.

Unfortunately, it's translating to wanting to do anything _but_ my thesis work, which needs to be at a final draft stage before mid-July when my adviser is gone for three weeks. And it's due as in needs to be done and approved by my adviser and second reader by early August. And I just Don't Want To.

Mostly, just tired. Don't really want to do much of anything, and spent last weekend mostly sleeping (which probably means I'm actually sick). I think I may also be sleeping for crap, which may be due to the fact that I have a time pressure that I'm aware of and I feel like I'm not really doing enough about.

Grumble.

Yes, I've done a little meditation, mostly while trying to fall asleep. Not sure if it's helping.
wispfox: (Default)

Yes, I've been busy, so only sorta noticed you creeping in. Between getting a nasty mostly gone cold that left me wiped out, and crazy school, I had excuses for it.

 

But, well, when everything that I can think of to do is boring, that's a good sign. So is the fact that I have basically no self control in my cravings for sweets and even things I would normally say are too sweet seem appetizing. I suspect combination of low blood sugar from school and needing to make sure I get things done plus that sugar is my major food craving even when willpower isn't routinely being used for school and normal life stuff.

 

But weight gain, la.

 

And I don't want to go to bed even though I'm quite tired.

 

Mrr.

 

And I need to reapply for next year and do my research proposal on too of classes and gathering data. Whine, i'm totally doing what I want and it's haaaaard!

 

Grumble. Now to try to sleep.

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