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wispfox ([personal profile] wispfox) wrote2008-08-04 02:09 pm

distractions

I think I am trying to ignore that [livejournal.com profile] australian_joe leaves tonight.

I keep finding myself focusing rather absurdly on figuring out which schools I want to apply for. In a year. Mostly because I want to know what I need to do between now and then, but still!

And I can totally take the next class in the sequence that I just finished a class in. Totally cool, and totally unexpectedly early. Actual psychology research experience. Online. Not really sure how this will work. :)

But yeah. I drive [livejournal.com profile] australian_joe to the airport at 5.

Sad.

[identity profile] australian-joe.livejournal.com 2008-08-04 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
It seems to be hitting me a bit less hard than usual this trip. I can't tell if that's because I'm not going home yet; perhaps my four nights in Vegas (in which I will be *crazy* busy) is acting as a buffer.

I had wondered if the fairly new intensity of feelings & relationship with Laura was going to make a difference to how it felt leaving Boston. The answer seems to be yes and no - it helps in some respects, it makes it worse in others, it sums to "about the same".

Being a bit mopey last night was the main reason I was up past 3am.

[identity profile] wispfox.livejournal.com 2008-08-04 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I have no idea if it's hitting me any more or less hard; part of me is still in 'but I only just remember you again!' mode.

Poor mopey sweetie... *pattings*

[identity profile] cjsmith.livejournal.com 2008-08-04 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Random on-line *hugs* in case they'll give you any cheer. Missing somebody is rough.

[identity profile] wispfox.livejournal.com 2008-08-04 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Mrr. Thank you. :)

[identity profile] hitchhiker.livejournal.com 2008-08-05 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
*hug* never an easy thing to do